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"2015 in Closing"
This year pretty much sucked. I have had sudden bouts of sadness throughout the year, and I've attempted before, but there was always that feeling I got that seemed to have forced me to not go through with it. I've tried getting help, but I was turned down because the help I sought didn't accept my insurance. Well, having been out of work for a while, my insurance dropped me. Some time after I started working, I asked the one of the ladies in the office if I was insured and had told them of the situation about my insurance company having dropped me. They had me call the blasted place, and they told me that I had to reapply during open enrollment, which I was told to ask the ladies up in front. I did that, so I was screwed. I ended up hurting my back at work, but it wasn't as bad as it could have been, and I was informed I wouldn't need to see a doctor or anyone based on my answers. I suppose I should be happy that I did go to work, but going to work makes me... sad to the point that I just want to game over. While this year did suck, it wasn't as bad as it could have been been.
Friends have been there for me when I've been angry and sad, and sometimes, even both. They've seen me at the point I DID want game over, and those who know about a certain incident have told me that it was Them
(certain people I am no longer friends with) whom are to blame for the way I feel. My friends have stayed by me through my fits of mood swings and negativity, and I really appreciate them. Catty-Mintgum Orcbrother h00boy MetaKnight2716 stcole1 AgentXY14 dragon-blood-runs Kalalo-chan EccentricChimera JaredTheCat KIPERFuN Lolocator McTobi matiasdele robochipv8 SpiritBrony
are just some of the people who were there for me throughout the year or have remained my friend after all of my negativity. So yes, while this year may have been a bad year, I have friends to thank for making this year better than it wouldn't have been without them. They lifted me up to be happy, or they attempted to, time and time again. This year, in closing, was better than last year, but there is room for improvements. I hope 2016 will be A LOT better than this year.