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"I Don't Like Suicide/I hate having a Heart"
I was on facebook today, as usual, and I was in a group chat. A friend said he was not feeling too good because he felt he aparoid idea was stupid. He said he named an account of his aparoid because he was playing Assault and had no interest in them. He said he wants his life to be forgotten, for us to forget about him, and how he doesn't want to bring us down with his pessimism. He told us he was ending the story and said his farewell. I am worried and concerned for him. I care about him and it sounds as if he might try to kill himself. My last suspicion was correct, and it hurt me to find out, but now I have another friend who might kill himself because he felt like he was living a lie. I hope he's going to be okay. I did try to find someone to go to his house, but they all were unable to because of how late it is and the distance. There are two other people, but I am unable to ask them because I am afraid that one of them would feel crappier than he already does, and the other has reasons that make me not want to ask him for help.
One of the people I asked told me that if he called the police, it would have been one big mess and that the cops would have hung up on him. I wish I could do something to make sure he's alright. I really do care about him, but I don't live in the uk and unable see if he's alright myself. I think I see a pattern. If I am correct, then this will be another reason to hate May.
Discord was hacked
I was stupid and downloaded a file and now my discord is hacked... I saved it to a memory card, so all the commissions I have are practically gone as I can't delete the folder the bad stuff was in. I don't want to run the risk of the folder, despite being empty, causing more issues.
Open for Commissions
"Bog's Philosophy and Thought Spot" Writing, writing, writing, writing, writing... "Video of the Journal" "Commissions are Open" I have decided to open commission. I provide Stories, poetry... and that's it, actually. Maybe one dollar a paragraph or ten dollar per page. I'm honestly not sure how to do the pricing, but I'll write about anything I deem okay and am comfortable writing about. 25 cents a poem, 50 cents a sonnet. five dollars a page seems good enough, yes? I think so. I only use paypal, and I heard it's not working well with Russia... not sure how to help you there if that is accurate. "My Works" "Featured Art"
My Birthday
"Bog's Philosophy and Thought Spot" I'm feeling mighty hungry right about now. "Video of the Journal" My Birthday Today is my birthday, but I do not think I am going to be doing much. Just stay home and play video games, I guess. I did want to go to Golden Coral today for birthday breakfast, but they are closed. The buses are not running today either, so it is not like I can go out. I want to spend time with my parents, but due to something that happened yesterday (which I will talk about in a moment), I do not think it would be fair, especially if my mom would want my dad and little brother to be there too. I do not have the funds to treat all of us and pay for my mom's gas, but at least a couple of people wished me a happy birthday. I honestly did not think I would live this long and sort of... well, thought everything would be over, but here we are, doing what we are doing. Perhaps I can write a letter to myself or something. Who knows. I do not expect to get anything this
Some thinking (An interactive story?)
Main Article I have been playing 10th anniversary of "Danganronpa: Trigger Happy Havoc" from Danganronpa Decadence on the Nintendo Switch, and it got me thinking, I'd like to write something similar myself! I was contemplating using my own characters for it while considering writing it, but then I began to think of accepting others' characters for just fifty cents; however, upon further consideration, I was thinking if I do write such a thing, perhaps I can write it as some kind of interactive series where the readers (participants) would vote what to do next, based on the surroundings and what they can interact with. Seems like a lot of hard work, especially with how I would have to keep it entertaining enough to keep the interest up, or it would end up like that last interactive I've tried doing. Whether or not I use other peoples' characters, the victims and culprits would be selected at random. Featured Art
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I was just going to say thanks for featuring my pic, but having read the journal I'd just like to say how sorry I am for your friends.
If you're still in touch with them could I suggest some things that they could try so they can get help?
Depending on how old they are you could pass them one or all of these phone numbers:
0800 1111 - ChildLine. It's a UK charity which kids can call anonymously to talk through things like depression and such.
08457 909090 - Samaritans. Another charity that people can call for anonymous help or just to talk.
111 - UK NHS (National Health Service) non-emergency number for advice and help.
Visiting their GP / Doctor is a good idea too. They're getting better at helping people with depression now.
Of course it all depends on them wanting to get help.
Stick with them no matter what they say to you and be there for them when they need you.
(Unfriending them probably wasn't a good idea.)
I really hope some of that helps.
If you're still in touch with them could I suggest some things that they could try so they can get help?
Depending on how old they are you could pass them one or all of these phone numbers:
0800 1111 - ChildLine. It's a UK charity which kids can call anonymously to talk through things like depression and such.
08457 909090 - Samaritans. Another charity that people can call for anonymous help or just to talk.
111 - UK NHS (National Health Service) non-emergency number for advice and help.
Visiting their GP / Doctor is a good idea too. They're getting better at helping people with depression now.
Of course it all depends on them wanting to get help.
Stick with them no matter what they say to you and be there for them when they need you.
(Unfriending them probably wasn't a good idea.)
I really hope some of that helps.