I am concerned a lot

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"I Don't Like Suicide/I hate having a Heart"


I was on facebook today, as usual, and I was in a group chat. A friend said he was not feeling too good because he felt he aparoid idea was stupid. He said he named an account of his aparoid because he was playing Assault and had no interest in them. He said he wants his life to be forgotten, for us to forget about him, and how he doesn't want to bring us down with his pessimism. He told us he was ending the story and said his farewell. I am worried and concerned for him. I care about him and it sounds as if he might try to kill himself. My last suspicion was correct, and it hurt me to find out, but now I have another friend who might kill himself because he felt like he was living a lie. I hope he's going to be okay. I did try to find someone to go to his house, but they all were unable to because of how late it is and the distance. There are two other people, but I am unable to ask them because I am afraid that one of them would feel crappier than he already does, and the other has reasons that make me not want to ask him for help.

One of the people I asked told me that if he called the police, it would have been one big mess and that the cops would have hung up on him. I wish I could do something to make sure he's alright. I really do care about him, but I don't live in the uk and unable see if he's alright myself. I think I see a pattern. If I am correct, then this will be another reason to hate May.

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I was just going to say thanks for featuring my pic, but having read the journal I'd just like to say how sorry I am for your friends.

If you're still in touch with them could I suggest some things that they could try so they can get help?
Depending on how old they are you could pass them one or all of these phone numbers:
0800 1111 - ChildLine. It's a UK charity which kids can call anonymously to talk through things like depression and such.
08457 909090 - Samaritans. Another charity that people can call for anonymous help or just to talk.
111 - UK NHS (National Health Service) non-emergency number for advice and help.

Visiting their GP / Doctor is a good idea too. They're getting better at helping people with depression now.
Of course it all depends on them wanting to get help.

Stick with them no matter what they say to you and be there for them when they need you.
(Unfriending them probably wasn't a good idea.)

I really hope some of that helps.